Tuesday, July 28, 2020

Losing it...and regaining it.

Wow, what happened to the time? I have been busy with a random work schedule and trying to grasp on to normalcy here in Rona times. Unfortunately, I lost it.

I was on day 50-something of 75hard.com and I was signed up for classes to further my education. This randomness and my inability to maintain control of my situation pretty much has me off my game. I did, however, maintain my OMAD fasting diet. That was the only good aspect of myself that I have maintained, and for that, I am proud of myself. I am sorry that I lost my mojo, but even some of the best people you know will faulter.

The difference between the others and your Dad is that I am willing to start again. In the face of relentless rioting, coronavirus, and the misinformation that is going on, I have charged myself to build a normalcy. Our kids might not go back to school in person, but we are going to help them set up a schedule. I am back on working out, for my body as well as my peace of mind. I am reducing drinking and also working to spend quality time with my family.

No matter what is going on in the world, I owe it to you to keep going. I have to keep up as much of my core beliefs and motivations. If I don't, then everything will fall apart.

I will work to re-train you kids to also keep a positive mental attitude and build routines where there is a lack. There is going to be a way to profit or at least improve ourselves during this mess. While everyone is losing their minds, we need to keep ours.